Monday, September 25, 2006

The World Is Round

this is not playing "spot the obvious". this is a seriously disturbing and EMO post from me. so if youre not in the mood or ready to receive the aweful cynical fact about the world we live in, please stop reading past this full stop [fullstop].'

you have been warned..

you have been warned again.

take a deep breath.

yes like the title would suggest, the world is round. ancient explorers like Magellan if im not mistaken sailed around the world and found themselves in the same spot over again.. this is where my life is going..

everything seems so familiar, its almost like my life is running on a pattern too predictable...

and i tell you whot, ITS FUCKING ANNOYING. im running around in circles. i have a goal, just not getting there because the fucking world is fucking round and im back at the fucking spot.

how i wished the world was flat so i can just walk off the edge and die where no one can see my pathetic emotional corpse.

no this is not about acadamia.. to be honest, UNI is cake... i cant remember when is the last time i attended a tutorial..because they just dont fucking help.. discussions and debates brought me back to the same spot.. like this fucking round world does to its travellers... so i resorted to studying on my own.. and it is much better, than sitting in a god forsaken boring room with fucking boring tutors and even more fucking lame students... or maybe im just to egotistical to notice that i am the lame one, yes har har...

fuck you

ive been researching, writting and finalizing my essays the very morning they are due.. and guess what?! my essays are still 1st in the box! surprise surprise

uni is a joke... if i put my entire back to it i'll graduate next year

BUT WHY THE FUCK SHOULD I DO THAT? its fucking pointless... so what?! high distinctions? thats not going to make me happy!?!?!

if it does for you im glad for you, congratulations! wow... you got a HD...

fuck you.

and having fun isnt exactly having fun anymore.. i seriously dont know WHATTHEFUCK i can do to make myself happy. play video games? skate? (fuck that) study? youre fucking kidding right? its like....IM MOVING but not MOVING ANYWHERE?! displacement = 0. distance traveled 392482309523634534234289432022 fuckinglightyears. and im back at the same spot..

please let me walk off a cliff..
get hit by a car so i fucking STAY there, i'll come back to that spot in a few years time ANYWAY.

if theres anywhere i want to be now..its Melbourne.

that was the LAST FUCKING PLACE i remembered i was happy.

i want to dance to trance music so hard there would be murder on the dance floor.
i want to drink so much the bartender can resell my blood as booze for a profit.
i want to smoke so much i become a ghostly apparition myself.
i want to fuck so much the worlds porn industry collapses.

i want to get shot by a bullet called "Alclarity" so i can fucking forget about this mess, if that doesnt work i want to be shot in the head by a lead bullet so i can die with a bang.. and shoot me another time just to make sure.

talking about guns, LEGALIZE GUNS FORFUCKSAKE. so i can buy a fully automated machine gun and mow down people, starting with jay chow and kill 101 more with 100 bullets. oh yeah, save the last one for myself..

heck the gun dealers should throw me a grenade without the pin! just for fun!
things go "BOOM" and i go "FUCK YEAH" . now THATS going somewhere

the slams. but even there is fucking better..but its going to get boring after like...64 seconds? life would get boring after 76 seconds..so being our of the slammer is 12 seconds better.

SERIOUSLY

GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK FROM LIFE! send me to outerspace without a space suit, thats a cool way to die! watch your veins pop and bleed from every crevice of your body.. since i love to watch blood flow, its a DREAM!

no SERIOUSLY

FUCk You.

1 Comments:

Blogger Kim Lian said...

``When the ball reaches the floor, it will bounce back.``

Just to let you know that mom and dad are with you.

12:37 PM  

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