All Apologies

a moment of weakness,
a moment of temper
a moment of grim
a moment too dim

a moment forgotten and a moment then remembered
a moment discovered of a moment of lost
thats the moment of moments
-a monumental moment to my moment of defeat

a moment of silence
a moment of war
a moment of serenity
followed by a moment more

a lifetime of guilt
a lifetime of hate
a lifetime of teachings
a lifetime i ate

a lifetime of embraces
a lifetime of hugs
a lifetime of kisses
a lifetime of eye-stares
with a lifetime of love

a lifetime before a lifetime
a lifetime so long
such is the lifetime i bestowed to you
of four lifetimes more

a relationship lost is a loss of a lifetime
a lifetime said sorry
a lifetime of apologies
couldnt ammend my loss of a moment... so momentarily

a moment of a lifetime ive known you
yet it felt like a lifetime forever
like ive known you a lifetime before
and another lifetime after

cant lose anymore lifetimes
as lifetimes have numbers i dont adore
but a moment is always there for another moment,
wont you give me a moment more?