Pyroclasm Barrage
minus the fiery connontations to the title... heres a collection of thoughts and confessions.
Christianity
first of all, i just came back from OCF weekly...uhmm..praise? bible study? its alot like Bajhans i go to alot when i was "littler", except this time we dont sing that much and the talking is inceased.. and in the middle of it all, analyzing some verse some chapter from the bible, it hit me..
ive been a BAAAAD boy.
i need to talk to Naomi, so Naomi if youre reading this, please..come on msn sometime soon k? k.
Fate
so what is fate? is it something determined by god? or just a freaky series of coincidences? or some fluke that happens once in a life time thus seemed significant all of a sudden?
significance...theres this certain someone who is very significant to me in my life at the moment...and she said "fate brings people to you.." and in terms of relationships, she added one day a perfect someone will appear...
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okay at this point i really dont know what to say anymore regarding this topic.. so ill move on to the next..
Hunger
Choke said im always hungry..i gave that a thought too and i think ive developed an illness..something uncategorizable. when i say hunger i dont only mean the feeling you ...uhmm...feel when you dont eat...but i hunger for materials..reading materials to be exact... every morning the 1st thing i do is look at my computer, and go to the blogs i usually go to..and usually to my great dissappointment, they are not updated..
i want to read and read and read from the net... too bad i cant siphon this interest to my text books =/
so to all you bloggers reading this, update and update often!!!!!!! dont mass produce tho..ack i dont know what im saying...
okay........ ill stop here...sorry for the VERY inconsistant post that has no coherence whatsoever...but i deem it neccesary to say all that i have said above..
Christianity
first of all, i just came back from OCF weekly...uhmm..praise? bible study? its alot like Bajhans i go to alot when i was "littler", except this time we dont sing that much and the talking is inceased.. and in the middle of it all, analyzing some verse some chapter from the bible, it hit me..
ive been a BAAAAD boy.
i need to talk to Naomi, so Naomi if youre reading this, please..come on msn sometime soon k? k.
Fate
so what is fate? is it something determined by god? or just a freaky series of coincidences? or some fluke that happens once in a life time thus seemed significant all of a sudden?
significance...theres this certain someone who is very significant to me in my life at the moment...and she said "fate brings people to you.." and in terms of relationships, she added one day a perfect someone will appear...
...
...
...
okay at this point i really dont know what to say anymore regarding this topic.. so ill move on to the next..
Hunger
Choke said im always hungry..i gave that a thought too and i think ive developed an illness..something uncategorizable. when i say hunger i dont only mean the feeling you ...uhmm...feel when you dont eat...but i hunger for materials..reading materials to be exact... every morning the 1st thing i do is look at my computer, and go to the blogs i usually go to..and usually to my great dissappointment, they are not updated..
i want to read and read and read from the net... too bad i cant siphon this interest to my text books =/
so to all you bloggers reading this, update and update often!!!!!!! dont mass produce tho..ack i dont know what im saying...
okay........ ill stop here...sorry for the VERY inconsistant post that has no coherence whatsoever...but i deem it neccesary to say all that i have said above..
posted by Killl_Roy at 9:27 PM
3 Comments:
nothing is ever a coincidence.. Some things happen with mass impact yet others a mere gust of wind across our shadows..but EVERYTHING happens for a reason..
there's always something to learn about..like it or not..
though i think it is not something somebody (god? fate?)'planned' but more of a series of course of actions and thoughts taken by ourselves that lead us to where were are here now..
We ARE in control of our lives..
that depends what Fate really means to you...
from my understanding of Fate, fate intervenes whatever whenever whether you like it or not. its a 100%, if you do something to "prevent" it it will happen in another way.
so for someone to appear in your life...Fate? fate that they two are able to meet?
quote: fate intervenes whatever whenever whether you like it or not. okay, i'd still say we're in control of our lives, some control comes from this life, some from past lives. all our actions (this life n past ones) will determine our fate, therefore we ARE in control of our lives.
in terms of whether we like it or not.. heck, we indirectly made it happen to us, so we can't complain about it. we don't have to like it, nor hate it, we just have to accept dat it's happening n find a way to react to it.
fate does bring one person to another, including that significant other. we are but mortals, these principles are beyond our abilities to comprehend. thus we won't be able to verify them but to leave it to take its course.
embrace your present, plan your future.. leave everythin else to everythin else, don't worry about those not concerning u too much.. ;)
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