Against Yourself

You squint your eyes from the bitterness within-
the sour taste in the depths of your head.
Your layer of Patience running thin,
your sufferring far to great to be said.

You fight your instincts for something artificial;
Striving to know something you cant comprehend.
Putting all you love as a sacrificial
lamb to which the real lamb
-you cant apprehend.

Your reluctant journey you embark,
has lost your true Passion your true way;
The lights fade-the world turns dark,
the path beneath you vanishes
-you're left astray

Too far have you traversed this road,
impossible you may trace your feet.
The sense of haplessness overloads
too much,
even your heart has ceased to beat.

-KilllRoy