The 10 Commendments

a day of plague
a night wide awake
a bloodied nose
and my conscious fake

i cry in tears
i lay in lies
my innards sears
like brooding flies

you stare and point
you blink and shun
yous squirm and kick
like a newborn runt

they come to go
they go to my aid
but all too soon
the welcome fades

once again
i blow my nose
my blood spills out
like an untamed hose

the light grows dark
as i shut the lids
of the windows to my soul
that becomes the mark
as farewell i bid
to the(my) soul i sold

to the darkness i commend...
my alignment,
my conciousness, my spirit, my soul,
my thoughts, my own,
my blood, my eyes, my mind...
my life