Thursday, April 06, 2006

Dark Revelation

i finally understand why there are people who commit suicide on the smallest problems.

because when they have a small problem, a little talk-to-talk would have solved the matter almost instantaneously...but having 55 contants that are online in msn, i said "hi" to every single one of them and NO ONE replied. you know how fuuking sad is that?

yeah i know IM sad, but if thats what i really am then i can thelp it now can i? im asking ofr external assistance but none comes to my aid.

this is a time where i REALLY feel like swallowing some detol and just drown in my own vomitt. id feel better id reckon.

so dont be surprised if i die in the next couple of days if this goes on.

6 Comments:

Blogger meiqi said...

hey..not to rain on you..but yea.. I know it's sad when you reach out and nobody replies you...but think first..
have you ever spent time talking to these people, asking how they are before you need them?
friends and family are not books which you can leave on the shelf to collect dust, then one fine day when you feel the need to know somthing from the book, only you flip it open and maybe give it a lil dusting...
books can sit there all its life with their pages yellowing but the words do not fade..but poeple are not books...people need TLC once in a while..
you may think families should always be there for you..but were you there for them...? Have you ever bothered to ask "How are you?" instead of just popping up to say "I need this..."

9:53 PM  
Blogger meiqi said...

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9:54 PM  
Blogger Killl_Roy said...

but did my family call me? just to say "hi?". i think not.

not yet at least. same goes for me

10:32 AM  
Blogger timothy said...

whoa shiet. i think my tag didn't get through or something. repeating myself, i heard its cold there in hobart. how you doing? and too bad about the ticket.. still going? haha, if you are, get me those doughnuts.
drink coke, not listerine man. i'll seeya around. if you wanna croak, ask me for real good ways to die. =D muhaha

8:27 PM  
Blogger Killl_Roy said...

RoFL Tim

nah it was just a very depressing moment. im over it now.

:)

2:21 AM  
Blogger f-r3d said...

there are times where you just couldnt find any single soul to listen to you, n it's even harder if your mean to look for a pair of listening ears is thru IM.. Oh well, it's part of life, and oh no, neither by swallowing detol nor listerine would help... If you have even the courage to start that with, why don't you divert that little effort into seeking for help through other means?

anyway, in the future, if you really need somebody to talk to, try me! Though, you might find it difficult or some sort.. as i m only learning to be a good listener now, but oh well, i m all urs if you need me, lol.

3:59 PM  

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