A Famous Man...
...Once said,
'I think, Therefore I am"
what about?
"I Dont think, therefore I am not"?
Last night, I Dreamt... So what does that make me? Of course, that would depend on what exactly did I dream about.
Last Night, I Dreamt about God. Before we go any further, I want to clarify this is not your average Christian Bible Jesus, or your Quran Allah. This is just God, in its purest form. I Dreamt of my own personal "judgement day" or its equivalent.
What happened was, This magnificient presence just appeared infront of me. well, it started out that way, but almost immediately, I could feel the presence of a much, much superior than thou being all around me. Its not the 1st time this happened, infact, its happened many times before. the most recent occurance was when i was in Melb during the mid sem breaks, when i was asleep in Choke's room.
Like that time, the presence was great. But unlike that time, this time, it was my own judgement day, or night, well since it happened at night.
What i saw was... its hard to explain in words, because these are pure emotions and sensations felt only by the body and mind, MY body and mind. It was as if, my entire life's mistakes, vices, troubles and trauma were showed to me in a fraction of a second. I tell you, It is... absolutely... Overwhelming.
It was overwhelmingly painful. The agony of instantaneous and continuous regret is immeasurable, so much my mortal body could not really take it.
Last night, I died a little, as the clutches of Death merely pricked me with its bony finger tips. It was an out-of-this-world experience.
How did i know all these? because the "dream" lasted for only a fraction of a second, because i only remember that much, and i am one hundred percent sure, that what i remembered was all that had happened. what i saw in that instantaneous flash, was all the things i did wrong, all the things i could have, would have, should have done in a different way i did in the past.
I woke up, face drenched in tears and sweat, and somehow had a feeling that if i shut my eyes then and go to sleep, theres a possible chance i might not wake up the next morning, for i have died in my sleep.
But after what i have just saw in my sleep, theres little motivation to live on.
Alas, to half my dissappointment but half grateful, i did wake up today.
If what i saw was indeed the workings of a greater conscience, then i believe that the "judgemend day" fabled in so many "holy texts" is NOT the ultimate end of sentient life. Half the world will roll over and die of their own agony they sewed into their lives; the other half, will live again, and repent their mistakes as sincerely possible.
God, that Famous "Man" does exist- But you have not met him(It) yet.
'I think, Therefore I am"
what about?
"I Dont think, therefore I am not"?
Last night, I Dreamt... So what does that make me? Of course, that would depend on what exactly did I dream about.
Last Night, I Dreamt about God. Before we go any further, I want to clarify this is not your average Christian Bible Jesus, or your Quran Allah. This is just God, in its purest form. I Dreamt of my own personal "judgement day" or its equivalent.
What happened was, This magnificient presence just appeared infront of me. well, it started out that way, but almost immediately, I could feel the presence of a much, much superior than thou being all around me. Its not the 1st time this happened, infact, its happened many times before. the most recent occurance was when i was in Melb during the mid sem breaks, when i was asleep in Choke's room.
Like that time, the presence was great. But unlike that time, this time, it was my own judgement day, or night, well since it happened at night.
What i saw was... its hard to explain in words, because these are pure emotions and sensations felt only by the body and mind, MY body and mind. It was as if, my entire life's mistakes, vices, troubles and trauma were showed to me in a fraction of a second. I tell you, It is... absolutely... Overwhelming.
It was overwhelmingly painful. The agony of instantaneous and continuous regret is immeasurable, so much my mortal body could not really take it.
Last night, I died a little, as the clutches of Death merely pricked me with its bony finger tips. It was an out-of-this-world experience.
How did i know all these? because the "dream" lasted for only a fraction of a second, because i only remember that much, and i am one hundred percent sure, that what i remembered was all that had happened. what i saw in that instantaneous flash, was all the things i did wrong, all the things i could have, would have, should have done in a different way i did in the past.
I woke up, face drenched in tears and sweat, and somehow had a feeling that if i shut my eyes then and go to sleep, theres a possible chance i might not wake up the next morning, for i have died in my sleep.
But after what i have just saw in my sleep, theres little motivation to live on.
Alas, to half my dissappointment but half grateful, i did wake up today.
If what i saw was indeed the workings of a greater conscience, then i believe that the "judgemend day" fabled in so many "holy texts" is NOT the ultimate end of sentient life. Half the world will roll over and die of their own agony they sewed into their lives; the other half, will live again, and repent their mistakes as sincerely possible.
God, that Famous "Man" does exist- But you have not met him(It) yet.
posted by Killl_Roy at 11:38 PM
1 Comments:
which path o bro would u be taking? i thk life is worth living when u constantly try to improve it, to WANT the taste of the sweet elixir of success n accomplishment. if u choose to dwell in the past, not learning from it n not goin forward, then i believe there would be no meaning in life.
i personally believe in u achieving great things, i have the faith n trust that you do, n that u would one day.
great experience u have there, i have not encountered such an experience, but i will hope to learn from urs.
missya *hugz*
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