A Personal Message

do you use post-its? those yellow pieces of paper with abit of adhesive stuff at one end? they are really useful when you need to remind someone like your siblings that their friends called, or shop for this item later in the mall, or tell your housemates not to eat your bread and drink your milk in the fridge etc...most importantly, to tell yourself what a fool you yourself have become.

this is a personal message to myself..since i dont own a physical diary, why reinvent the wheel? when i can do the same here at this blog..

this is my alter-ego speaking...

"im really dissapointed in you. how can you let this happen to you? you were keen and sharp at all times, knowing whats to come and youre usually very good at evading these heartwrenching situations.. what happened to all that shit?

dont let worldly objects obstruct your clear and in-depth perspective of life, of YOUR own life. focus dude! focus! youre losing it man.

get the facts right, you of all people, law student my ass. dont rush off into doing things blindly, or you'll end up being really blind.

get out of the circle you tell people? now i tell you this 'get out of the circle!' dont go around preaching values when you have none yourself.

dont listen to what bullshit etiquette they have been preaching. you have your own etiquette so stick to it..

so youre gonna go to the bathroom and slash yourself again? its no bloody use. the message doesnt get across that way. if theres a part of your body you can cut, its your retarded brain.

youre above these people, your thinking is on an entirely different level. never have i once saw you stoop so low into society and mingle with all that shit. keep your nose up. you are a proud race, so stay proud. dont let anything or anyONE tell you otherwise. got that you fuckbag?"

No, you cant have the best out of two worlds. let alone three.
So...Count me out...