The 10 Commendments

a day of plague
a night wide awake
a bloodied nose
and my conscious fake

i cry in tears
i lay in lies
my innards sears
like brooding flies

you stare and point
you blink and shun
yous squirm and kick
like a newborn runt

they come to go
they go to my aid
but all too soon
the welcome fades

once again
i blow my nose
my blood spills out
like an untamed hose

the light grows dark
as i shut the lids
of the windows to my soul
that becomes the mark
as farewell i bid
to the(my) soul i sold

to the darkness i commend...
my alignment,
my conciousness, my spirit, my soul,
my thoughts, my own,
my blood, my eyes, my mind...
my life

The Sum of All Days

where should i begin?

...here

its Christmas day today (not Xmas if you say or spell that you deserve to be shot and cloned and shot again) and, well like that i said last year this exact same day and time, "WHERE THE $#%#^*% IS THE SNOW?". Christmas is killed by countries which doesnt snow.

but on Christmas eve i took puff after breath after inhaling Shisha (Shisa:for you lazy peeps that cant type an extra "s"), and it snowed in my head... it was SuPPOSED to be some fragrance thingy, but i guess my early warning systems kicked in and told my body "do not smoke any more of that shiet, and DONT drink the bong water", so i politely took my leave. on the way back it was awesome to be able to see 3 girls dressed to kill, killing the foliage with their vomitt.

and before that, i was in the wonderful Island of Penang along with JAxon, J00xing and Soo Imm...had awesome times and activities it was definately another trip to remember,,, 4 years in a row IS something eh? the waves were surprisingly strong for a beach on the west coast, and yeah i welcomed it. BBBQ on the beach was also something i havent done in a long long time, except we forgot about the sparking juice, masrmallows and a few other stuff...Carlsberg special brew sucks...well warm ones at least. wanna thank the 3 peepes i went with because i had a smashing time. thank j00xing for her lovely retro apartment. jason a, dont 9394.

Carman's car's radio got stolen when his Car's Mirror got smashed by 2 peeps of a disgusting race (that day) with an ice pick. i wasnt home and i regretted it or i wouldve got into my car and run those 2 fuckers down, engage in the "R", accelerate in the opposite direction which i have came from, back to "D" and run those motherfuckers down 1 more time. my blood boils. and later another peep of the same race we verbally harrasing anyoe who came within 30 yards. he said to me "stare at me for waht? you have a fucking problem with me? you are a mother fucker you know? you mother fuck.." his lack of education is clearly reflected by his limited use of foul language. i was ready to break the shaft off the duster i had next to me and in return use it to break his neck if he comes closer..but since we had 3 men he had 1, he didnt dare come near 1 step. he only sweared and cursed on his bike. all he could do was verbally harrass me; i could do that....and more.

it was a fruited day

now anything before that...i cant remember... remind me

Horror Flick

i watched SAW 2 the other day...and this is what i have to say to you all...















GO FUCKING WATCH IT! but please watch the 1st one before you continue to SAW 2...its still understandable, the plot i mean..but it clarify's stuff more....and at the end of both films, you will go "...wtf" and its a good thing :)

then because of that, Tim recommended me the Scream series..all 3 of them..but i only had enough money for 2 :( yeah ...so i watched them too...they were all enjoyable, but i think Scary Movie kinda trivialized Scream 1...

i dont know what im blogging...yeah..but watch SAW, SAW 2, Scream 1 and 2...

thats all...i guess....