Surface

took a deep breath at the surface of the thick of things.

got a chillpill from the person i least expected - dad

love you Dad and Mom.. take care

The World Is Round

this is not playing "spot the obvious". this is a seriously disturbing and EMO post from me. so if youre not in the mood or ready to receive the aweful cynical fact about the world we live in, please stop reading past this full stop [fullstop].'

you have been warned..

you have been warned again.

take a deep breath.

yes like the title would suggest, the world is round. ancient explorers like Magellan if im not mistaken sailed around the world and found themselves in the same spot over again.. this is where my life is going..

everything seems so familiar, its almost like my life is running on a pattern too predictable...

and i tell you whot, ITS FUCKING ANNOYING. im running around in circles. i have a goal, just not getting there because the fucking world is fucking round and im back at the fucking spot.

how i wished the world was flat so i can just walk off the edge and die where no one can see my pathetic emotional corpse.

no this is not about acadamia.. to be honest, UNI is cake... i cant remember when is the last time i attended a tutorial..because they just dont fucking help.. discussions and debates brought me back to the same spot.. like this fucking round world does to its travellers... so i resorted to studying on my own.. and it is much better, than sitting in a god forsaken boring room with fucking boring tutors and even more fucking lame students... or maybe im just to egotistical to notice that i am the lame one, yes har har...

fuck you

ive been researching, writting and finalizing my essays the very morning they are due.. and guess what?! my essays are still 1st in the box! surprise surprise

uni is a joke... if i put my entire back to it i'll graduate next year

BUT WHY THE FUCK SHOULD I DO THAT? its fucking pointless... so what?! high distinctions? thats not going to make me happy!?!?!

if it does for you im glad for you, congratulations! wow... you got a HD...

fuck you.

and having fun isnt exactly having fun anymore.. i seriously dont know WHATTHEFUCK i can do to make myself happy. play video games? skate? (fuck that) study? youre fucking kidding right? its like....IM MOVING but not MOVING ANYWHERE?! displacement = 0. distance traveled 392482309523634534234289432022 fuckinglightyears. and im back at the same spot..

please let me walk off a cliff..
get hit by a car so i fucking STAY there, i'll come back to that spot in a few years time ANYWAY.

if theres anywhere i want to be now..its Melbourne.

that was the LAST FUCKING PLACE i remembered i was happy.

i want to dance to trance music so hard there would be murder on the dance floor.
i want to drink so much the bartender can resell my blood as booze for a profit.
i want to smoke so much i become a ghostly apparition myself.
i want to fuck so much the worlds porn industry collapses.

i want to get shot by a bullet called "Alclarity" so i can fucking forget about this mess, if that doesnt work i want to be shot in the head by a lead bullet so i can die with a bang.. and shoot me another time just to make sure.

talking about guns, LEGALIZE GUNS FORFUCKSAKE. so i can buy a fully automated machine gun and mow down people, starting with jay chow and kill 101 more with 100 bullets. oh yeah, save the last one for myself..

heck the gun dealers should throw me a grenade without the pin! just for fun!
things go "BOOM" and i go "FUCK YEAH" . now THATS going somewhere

the slams. but even there is fucking better..but its going to get boring after like...64 seconds? life would get boring after 76 seconds..so being our of the slammer is 12 seconds better.

SERIOUSLY

GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK FROM LIFE! send me to outerspace without a space suit, thats a cool way to die! watch your veins pop and bleed from every crevice of your body.. since i love to watch blood flow, its a DREAM!

no SERIOUSLY

FUCk You.

Single Twin

i did the DDR machine today...and apart from being physically ripped apart... my insides feel like a conjoined twin...

its like 1 twin wants to do this, and the other, that..they both wont let in to the other and the consequences are disasterous...

to Mayzzz

The Waves retreat below the shores,
Couples await its rise once more.
The Sun will set at end of day,
But doth greet the land with its Morning ray.

Statues of Kings falter a bit,
But none question their holy wit.
Stir the forces of wrath and hate,
Recede they will with the act of wait.

Purge the feelings of bore, disdain,
Restore the love of love, again.
For once awhile our care be gone,

Just remember,
Even shoelaces become undone.

Tie them up as they were you will,
Find them tout like the love you feel.

HURRAH

!HURRAH HUZZAH HURRAH!




"Last week, prominent P2P network eDonkey announced it was settling a copyright-infringement lawsuit brought by the Recording Industry Association of America for $300 million and closing up shop forever. Users who clicked a button to update their eDonkey2000 software reported the "update" initiated an uninstallation of the product. Visitors to the eDonkey Web site are now greeted by an intentionally blunt message advising surfers they are not anonymous online (and playfully proving it by displaying visitor IP addresses).

Only a month ago, we learned that former top file-sharing program Kazaa settled with the RIAA for $115 million, and that current top P2P application LimeWire was being sued for an estimated $476 million. The LimeWire case is expected to go to court next month.

The demise of the original Napster file-sharing program marked an immediate rise in decentralized peer-to-peer networks. Now it seems that U.S. copyright law and other influences are causing file sharers to drift toward the non-node-connected BitTorrent protocol, which allows users to download one file from multiple sources simultaneously. The legality of various BitTorrent software and "tracker" sites is still undecided, but a recent partnership between Warner Bros. and BitTorrent indicates the technology is integrating with mainstream Hollywood.

It appears as if the one-two punch of suing individual file-sharers and the companies that develop peer-to-peer technology may have ended the long reign of conventional P2P networks. What do you think?

Peter Butler
Senior Editor, CNET Download.com"

take that you download whores. originality ftw

CAN

ive been staring at that blinking vertical line in my word processor for some time... i have the topic in mind but i just cant find the words to show what im about to tell you all..

"touching" is no where near what this really is.

i guess no words can describe this

it may take awhile to load but i guarantee you its worth the wait..

(viewer discretion, some viewers might be offended by the video, if in doubt do not watch)

System Check

just to see if my brains functioning..

when i was taking a shower this morning, i dont now why but this thought came to my head... remember when you get those mysterious traffic jams on a 6 lane highway? and it goes on for hours and hours on without end.

then when you finally snail crawl to the front, you realized that it was just a car with a flat tyre on the side of the road, the reason for the jam was because those asshole drivers passing by, slowed down to stare for an average of 6 seconds perperson.. 6 lanes, 6 cars at a time 6 x 6, 6, 36 seconds delay..

so is there a way to counter this? (these remedial thoughts usually follow a question that needs remedy)

i thought of this, you know like, cars all have a spare tyre, an a hazard sign for you to put on the road? the red triangle made out of light reflective material? why not, install in ALL cars, a sign that says

"move on, we're okay!"

heck, toss is a smiley even

:)

just a thought.....


now a quick update on myself because im egocentric and self-centered and i regard myself so highly and almightyly..

with that being said, i bear bad news..

your majesty is sick :(

or was at least... and recovering from illness is worse than being sick itself. had 1 days worth of fever and 4 days of nonstop coughs.. its so boring, i cant even talk properly.

then theres the phlegm (spelling?) i was using my computer and then some phlegm came up to my mouth, so i was going to the sink to dispose of it but when i got there, there was a dirty saucer in the sink, so i washed it, then went back to my room and sat down infront of my computer once more. then i realized..

i still have that phlegm in my mouth!

oh noes..im getting old..

Crikey! No More

An avid naturalist
Passionate for sure
Fond Love of the greens
Believer of Lore

from the Jaws of thousands of beasts.
Missed another deadly snap
If not, he would be a feral feast
for the animals he couldnt wrap

The Law of Life cannot be denied.
nor the Law of the Seas benign.
"Farewell" we say to our traveller
hence unkind to him, has the fate unraveller

"Crikey!" he said "A close one"
"Crikey!" we say, just for fun.
but his inevitable luck has reached the shore
for we nor he, say Crikey! -no more.





we will miss you Stevie

In-dependance

i guess most of you know what im talking about... and no the idea of blogging about THAT day did not even touched my neurons..not one..

why?

because...

TLDWrite

thats why.

but do visit this site...

to the blog owner..

/salute